Dear God, Its me again (part4)

Im frustrated.

I dont even know why.
Well I know why.
But I dont.
Its alot of things.
Im getting to the point that Im frustrated that Im frustrated.

Arghhh this post is annoying me. Im mad that Im even blogging about me being frustrated.

Lord please give me peace to last the day. and joy please.
Im getting mad at myself for praying about it when I shud jst get over it. how fuckd up. (Sorry Lord).


One of the many reasons Im feeling this way....
(I praying this is the reason)
...My periods are irregular. Always have been. I love it and I hate it. Yea its too much information for you, but o well, pray for me. I went up for prayer about it last night at church. So now im believing God for my healing and trusting God that this mornings mood swings are answered prayers. Im getting belly cramps as I type this now. Thank you Lord. Ill keep you posted....